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A Year of Forgiveness: December 2008
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A Year of Forgiveness. Learning to forgive others and myself. Wednesday, December 24, 2008. The spell check is not working here so I have a lot of misspelled words. Sorry about that. Progress, Not Perfection. Links to this post. Taking a Time Out. Peace, Serenity and Merry Christmas! Progress, Not Perfection. Links to this post. Labels: focus on the positive. Tuesday, December 23, 2008. Viele Gruesse aus Deutschland. Today I am grateful for:. My trip to Germany. Good food and drink. Links to this post.
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My Alcoholic Marriage: January 2012
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A sporadic (at best) blog chronicling my twenty-four year, "2-steps-forward-3-steps-back" journey of being married to an alcoholic. It is messier because I'm a faithless person of Faith who LONGS to do it better but usually doesn't. So welcome, fellow Sojourner. it won't be pretty, but it will be true. Saturday, January 28, 2012. Just watched the movie "Warrior". It is the story of a family torn apart by a father's alcoholism. They are brought together in an epic "winner-takes-all" MMA battle. We both ha...
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My Alcoholic Marriage: December 2012
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A sporadic (at best) blog chronicling my twenty-four year, "2-steps-forward-3-steps-back" journey of being married to an alcoholic. It is messier because I'm a faithless person of Faith who LONGS to do it better but usually doesn't. So welcome, fellow Sojourner. it won't be pretty, but it will be true. Friday, December 28, 2012. Hacker and Honey are pregnant, due in the spring, and last month just moved 2 hours away for an entry level job in the career field he wants. Bub is in college across the country.
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Whose Life Am I Living Anyway?: Revelations Part 1
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Whose Life Am I Living Anyway? Tuesday, April 7, 2009. I love the transformation that has begun. It seems to happen innocently enough, today as I was having lunch with a friend I had a swift and sudden realization - (wait for it - wait - wait) I have been letting my husbands action and/or inaction control my every move. I finally see it. REALLY. Sounds so obvious, I know. I furthermore realized that I was waiting for him to screw up to justify my leaving. Oh lord. April 7, 2009 at 11:51 PM. I have been w...
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Whose Life Am I Living Anyway?: December 2008
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Whose Life Am I Living Anyway? Monday, December 22, 2008. This Hurts Me More Than It Hurts You. Last night after dinner (which is always an ordeal), we were cleaning up dishes and I was singing a Christmas song, snapping my fingers and just being in a holiday mood. Suddenly, husband turns around and says in his very large voice, "Where the f* * did you learn to snap the wrong way with your fourth finger? Sunday, December 21, 2008. Labels: Adult Children of Alcoholics. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Whose Life Am I Living Anyway?: April 2009
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Whose Life Am I Living Anyway? Sunday, April 26, 2009. It's been weeks now since my last post. I think nearly every day of wanting to sit down and write, but nothing is coming out. Things have been busy, and lots of changes looming on the horizon, ready or not we all are for them. Sunday, April 12, 2009. Well, it is my life, with one exception - it is me and my kids, not their Dad, not my husband. I have snapshots of others for which I am grateful;, my mom, sister, brother, friends and their kids - b...
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Whose Life Am I Living Anyway?: When Does It Get Easier?
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Whose Life Am I Living Anyway? Monday, May 4, 2009. When Does It Get Easier? But now, reality is closing in. What was I thinking? How am I going to do this? How are the kids going to feel? How am I going to feel? I am feeling crushed with sentimentality for the house we live in now, even though I have disliked it from the day we moved here. I have put stupid pressure on myself financially as well. Maybe my husband will find a job and help out. I am trying to let go and give some of this to my HP, but I h...
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Whose Life Am I Living Anyway?: March 2009
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Whose Life Am I Living Anyway? Sunday, March 29, 2009. Sweet Miracle of Life. What makes one marriage work and another fail? I am really pretty good with giving my children choices and following through on the consequences if they don't follow through. I keep forgetting that I am not dealing with an adult (in my husband) that understands that process. So what am I waiting for? So I wait. I don't like it. I fear that I am wasting the precious gift that is my life. And my children's life as well. It was so...
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My Alcoholic Marriage: Bad Dream
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A sporadic (at best) blog chronicling my twenty-four year, "2-steps-forward-3-steps-back" journey of being married to an alcoholic. It is messier because I'm a faithless person of Faith who LONGS to do it better but usually doesn't. So welcome, fellow Sojourner. it won't be pretty, but it will be true. Tuesday, November 20, 2012. I dreamt last night that Mr. M cheated on me. The dream SEEMED to last forever. Just like I am when Mr. M relapses.). I SOBBED and sobbed throughout the dream. That resonated wi...
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My Alcoholic Marriage: August 2012
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A sporadic (at best) blog chronicling my twenty-four year, "2-steps-forward-3-steps-back" journey of being married to an alcoholic. It is messier because I'm a faithless person of Faith who LONGS to do it better but usually doesn't. So welcome, fellow Sojourner. it won't be pretty, but it will be true. Wednesday, August 8, 2012. My Alcoholic Husband (part 2). My very first post. Also, it appears my comment was too long to be a comment. I acknowledge, am a tad verbose ;). I have a few (new) thoughts:.