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Happily Ever After: March 2012
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Wednesday, March 28, 2012. Yesterday was my intralipids and it went really well. The ladies at the Yarmouth Maine Coram office are really nice. The Nurse that helped give me the infusion did some IUI's but could never afford IVF so I don't think they have any children. Today I'm not feeling well at all thanks to the infusion (headache, nausea). Hopefully tomorrow I feel better. I just feel so run down! I'll be sooooooo glad when this FET is over! Tuesday, March 20, 2012. Sunday, March 11, 2012. This was ...
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Happily Ever After: October 2011
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Thursday, October 20, 2011. Someone in my family sent me an email today and it had some awfully hurtful stuff in it. I wish I had never been open and honest about our IVF and adoption stuff. If I could go back I think I'd keep my mouth shut and just say "we can't have kids" and leave it at that. And if people ask questions to just tell them "thats personal". Both basically say the same thing but because I am suffering from infertility I'm going to list the one's from that site:. 1 Shock and Denial. The a...
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Happily Ever After: April 2011
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Friday, April 29, 2011. It's National Infertility Awareness Week. I have been posting stuff about infertility all week. I did skip yesterday but I could find anything I wanted to post. On Wednesday though I posted this link http:/ www.huffingtonpost.com/ as well as this:. I wish you would not be afraid to speak to me about what is going on in my life, and to ask what you can do to help. If I cry or get emotional when we talk about them, I wish you knew that it isn’t because you have hurt me. Th...Grievin...
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Happily Ever After: May 2012
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Thursday, May 31, 2012. Today a co worker brought her 7 week old baby in. She had her baby just days before my first due date so it was hard. I managed to smile and listen to her talk to my other co workers for a few minutes but then had to put my head phones on. I felt bad but it was just a reminder of what I should have. Well I suppose I should get back to work. I'll leave you with this video. You might want a box of tissues. I listened to this at work today after my co worker left with her...So I talk...
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Happily Ever After: April 2012
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Sunday, April 29, 2012. More then I can handle. I decided to go to church today. Last week I couldn't bring myself to go. Today I made it through the first hour (sacrament ) then decided I didn't want to stay the last 2 hours. Part of the problem is I Just didn't want to be around people. So I'll likely move onto living child free. There is a chance, mind you it's a small chance, that we will chose to adopt. I'm not even close to ready to go back onto that roller coaster though. Wednesday, April 25, 2012.
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Happily Ever After: April 2013
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Monday, April 15, 2013. This time of year brings back lots of emotions. 4/21/10 was the year the baby boy was born that we adopted. He was taken back by his birth mom right before Mothers day of 2010. 4/21/12 was the due date for my first miscarriage and 4/23/12 I miscarried my second pregnancy. Today I'm sad. Today I want to be home. I'm supposed to host dinner and a game night for friends but I may disappear to my bed room leaving my husband to host. I'm not sure I can put on my happy face. 3 injectabl...
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Happily Ever After: Foster
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Tuesday, June 5, 2012. We don't plan on taking placements right away though. We need some time together as a couple to grieve and fully get over all our losses before we accept a placement. But at least this way we'll be ready to pull the trigger when we feel it's time. Hi, I hope you will feel better soon. I can relate to a lot of the emotions you are going through. I have had 3 miscarriages and tonight is trigger night for ICSI 8. I am not feeling too hopeful. June 5, 2012 at 12:01 PM. 3 injectable IUI...
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Happily Ever After: June 2011
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Friday, June 17, 2011. New way of thinking. I haven't been writing a lot because I've been exhausted. To lazy to write I guess. But there are so many things I'd like to write about. There was an article in our church magazine a month or so ago that really hit home. http:/ lds.org/ensign/2011/04/faith-and-infertility? This part is really well said and pretty much sums up why church can often be difficult:. Well my lunch break is about over and I think that about sums everything up. 9 eggs ret, 7 fert w/ I...
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Happily Ever After: April 2014
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Tuesday, April 1, 2014. I have a new blog! Lots and lots of updates! I have tried so hard to maintain this blog over the past several years but found it hard. I originally started this blog at the request of my therapist. She said that I needed to start writing down my feelings to help me deal with the grief. So I decided to make a blog vs a private journal. That said I'm grateful for the few friends I have met through this blog (even if we haven't spoken in a really long time). ON this blog I didn't nee...
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Happily Ever After: June 2012
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Tuesday, June 5, 2012. We don't plan on taking placements right away though. We need some time together as a couple to grieve and fully get over all our losses before we accept a placement. But at least this way we'll be ready to pull the trigger when we feel it's time. Friday, June 1, 2012. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). My husband and I have been trying to conceive our first child for 6 years now. 4 "natural cycles" with a trigger for ovulation. 1 clomid IUI cycle (3 follies). 9 eggs ret, 7 fert w/ ICSI a...