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Gracie's Faith: The best I can do
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Moving forward - My fear. Friday, 13 April 2012. The best I can do. Year students (a number of whom had watched Grace and I grow because they took my Labour Economics course last year … a standing joke was that I would say – “I’m going into Labour” just before my lecture to my colleagues and they would look at me slightly panicked before realising that I was talking about a class, not giving birth… but I digress). Is there anything you need? What can I do to help? He then offered to teach my class, an of...
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Gracie's Faith: A difficult but hopeful month
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Moving forward - My fear. Wednesday, 25 April 2012. A difficult but hopeful month. 26 April 2012 at 02:04. So well put. I struggled with the idea of bringing a child into the world post losing my daughter now I know such heart ache myself. But to know the love I have for my first born daughter fills me as intensely as the grief does. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). I can see it in their eyes. Mommy to an Angel. Only the strong survive. Baby Kayla: Life after stillbirth. Daily Fears of Parenthood.
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Gracie's Faith: April 2012
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Moving forward - My fear. Wednesday, 25 April 2012. A difficult but hopeful month. Wednesday, 18 April 2012. My friend A’s son was delivered via c-section this morning. The same friend with countless pregnancy problems who, about 8 weeks after Grace died, sat across a dinner table from me, cigarette in one hand, glass of wine in the other and told everyone how she wished her pregnancy were over because ‘it’s just inconvenient’. Why are people so scared to talk to me? Friday, 13 April 2012. I was going ov...
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Gracie's Faith: May 2012
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Moving forward - My fear. Wednesday, 9 May 2012. My amazingly brave friend. Someone who has been the most amazing friend to me is 18 weeks pregnant. I knew, I could see the signs over the past few weeks, and she told me on Monday. I hope and I pray that all goes well for my friend. No-one should have to go through this despair once, let alone twice or more. In spite of my reluctance to be hopeful, her bravery and courage is inspiring. So that's what I am going to try and hold on to. Wednesday, 2 May 2012.
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Gracie's Faith: The thing about fear
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Moving forward - My fear. Wednesday, 2 May 2012. The thing about fear. The complete cruelty and randomness of it all makes me so very ANGRY. Right: Becky is the epitome of good health, they heeded their doctor’s advice and, most importantly, they dared once again to dream and to hope and to have faith. Now this? It is inexplicably unfair and unjust. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). I can see it in their eyes. Mommy to an Angel. Only the strong survive. Baby Kayla: Life after stillbirth.
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Gracie's Faith: March 2012
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Moving forward - My fear. Wednesday, 28 March 2012. It is four months today since we watched your heart beat it's last beat and since I felt your last kick. Four months since we simultaneously kissed you 'hello' and 'goodbye'. We love you and we miss you so much Gracie Face. Would we be asking ourselves "what were we thinking? This is so damn hard! Would we be getting frustrated with you - innocent you, who never asked to be brought into the world? Or would we be grateful? This song reminds us of you Gra...
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Gracie's Faith: Hurt
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Moving forward - My fear. Wednesday, 18 April 2012. My friend A’s son was delivered via c-section this morning. The same friend with countless pregnancy problems who, about 8 weeks after Grace died, sat across a dinner table from me, cigarette in one hand, glass of wine in the other and told everyone how she wished her pregnancy were over because ‘it’s just inconvenient’. Why are people so scared to talk to me? 18 April 2012 at 16:49. Oh, it hurts so much! Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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Gracie's Faith: Heavy
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Moving forward - My fear. Wednesday, 4 April 2012. I’m just not sure how much more bad news I can bare. I am heavy with the weight of death and despair firmly bound to my shoulders. On Monday, my colleague’s father succumbed to cancer. This morning, my husband’s colleague and good friend died from a heart attack. It is so difficult to try and find peace when around every turn people who we love and care about are dropping like flies. Time heals all wounds? 8 April 2012 at 03:21. I can see it in their eyes.
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Gracie's Faith: Grace's story
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Moving forward - My fear. We arrived at the labour ward and the nurse hooked me up to the monitors – Grace’s heartbeat was a faithful 160bpm. The nurse did an internal exam, and told me that I hadn’t yet dilated. We’re going to be in for a long night, I thought, as she called my obgyn. 22 March 2012 at 05:58. Thank you for sharing her story! I am so glad you set up a blog, it will be easier to keep in touch. I can feel your love for Grace in her story. 31 March 2012 at 10:14. 4 May 2012 at 14:43.