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Blindsided by Anger | theaddictedfemmefatale
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January 22, 2015. This was definitely not the right strategy. Instead of helping, it made me even more angry! My first slip up. Emotions and recovery →. 3 thoughts on “ Blindsided by Anger. January 27, 2015 at 4:42 am. Only cause you asked for suggestion. any plan that is based on “self will”, “self power” or any tools that you personally have will inevitably fail. that is why the first step is admitting powerlessness. January 27, 2015 at 5:00 am. Liked by 1 person. January 27, 2015 at 5:08 am. On The ty...
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All posts by theaddictedfemmefatale. I have been a sex and love addict my whole life. I have been involved in nothing but unhealthy relationships since the beginning. It is time to change. I am beginning the climb out of the darkness into a place where I have faith there is a beautiful life waiting for me. View all posts by theaddictedfemmefatale →. The typical journey of a Love Addiction episode. February 4, 2015. Sex and love. addiction. I am now in the throes of a full-fledged obsession. This shou...
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The typical journey of a Love Addiction episode | theaddictedfemmefatale
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The typical journey of a Love Addiction episode. February 4, 2015. Sex and love. addiction. The last couple days were rough. I was starting to obsess more and more which in turn made me irritable and frustrated. No matter what I tried, I was still struggling to stop the obsessive thoughts. To make it worse, I also felt the familiar guilt from not being present with my family. These ideas are almost always damaging to my self-worth but I don’t care. If there is even a remote possibility that I c...Elation...
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Could have had a better week… | Recovery chronicles
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Sharing the experience of my recovery and thoughts around it. Why did I start a blog? Why is it anonymous? And how does it help me? Could have had a better week…. Could have had a better week…. October 19, 2014. October 20, 2014. I just had a horrible week that tested all my resolve to an extreme. Things started to accumulate driving me down at each addition. None of these was life and death matter. Each on its own was a tiny little annoyance, but the some of it almost had me. I spoke to my therapist, my...
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Let’s catch up…. | Recovery chronicles
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Sharing the experience of my recovery and thoughts around it. Why did I start a blog? Why is it anonymous? And how does it help me? Let’s catch up…. Let’s catch up…. April 4, 2015. April 4, 2015. I wrote above that I am drugs free. Rather than use sober. S I will not try to convince you that it is a better path for me. I am just letting you know, as I am not making a secret of it. Could have had a better week…. One thought on “ Let’s catch up…. April 10, 2015 at 9:18 am. Liked by 1 person. Personal thoug...
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A Letter to Bali | Pixelated Lifestyle
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A Letter to Bali. December 13, 2014. January 13, 2015. Hope you like it! The style of the video was inspired by a YouTube personality called Emily Diana Ruth. Emily wrote and filmed daily letters to the month of July in a video series called. Each letter is beautifully filmed and full of warmth. If you haven’t seen them they are definitely worth checking out as well.). Posted in Traveling Tales. Everyone has a Thing. 55 thoughts on “ A Letter to Bali. December 13, 2014 at 9:14 pm. Liked by 1 person.
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Emotions and recovery | theaddictedfemmefatale
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January 27, 2015. Sex and love. addiction. I seem to have a finally tuned radar for finding emotionally unavailable men. Once again, I am reminded how water seeks its own level. I have decided I will set the stopwatch on my phone for 15 minutes twice a day. During this time, I will be free to fantasize about how to get him back. Think about what I can say or do to make him change his mind and realize he loves me. I research online how to do all this. To my heart’s content but when that timer beeps, I mus...
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A Small Victory | theaddictedfemmefatale
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January 31, 2015. Sex and love. addiction. I can’t believe I am on Day 8 of no contact! There was a time when I thought I could never do that. But I can and I did although I ALMOST slipped. I have been sick the last couple days probably because I am run down and haven’t been exercising or eating well like I normally do. Yesterday, I went back to work after being home sick for two days. I still didn’t feel well and had a lot to catch up on so I definitely was not at my strongest. As I write this, I feel a...
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Love me…. | Recovery chronicles
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Sharing the experience of my recovery and thoughts around it. Why did I start a blog? Why is it anonymous? And how does it help me? September 14, 2014. September 14, 2014. Nowadays, my priority is my recovery. I don’t want to spend time and energy to be universally loved anymore. I want to be true to myself. People can now like me for who I am, not anymore for what I guess they might love me to be. Could have had a better week… →. 6 thoughts on “ Love me…. September 14, 2014 at 8:42 am. You are commentin...
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