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You Don't Know Me: North Star Conference 2014 - Nuggets of Wisdom
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You Don't Know Me. So come get to know me. Monday, June 2, 2014. North Star Conference 2014 - Nuggets of Wisdom. North Star International had a conference over the weekend. The first of its kind! North Star International is an organization that promotes members of the LDS church who experience same gender attraction to keep and live the covenants and commitments of the gospel. (Learn more here. Needless to say, it is a wonderful organization. The speaker went on to say how important alone time with God c...
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You Don't Know Me: June 2014
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You Don't Know Me. So come get to know me. Friday, June 27, 2014. My Strange Dreams Night of June 26, 2014. I had the strangest dream last night. Apparently sea salt roasted chickpeas and melatonin have strange interactions. Monday, June 2, 2014. North Star Conference 2014 - Nuggets of Wisdom. North Star International had a conference over the weekend. The first of its kind! Needless to say, it is a wonderful organization. I wish I had taken better notes during the last keynote speaker. He was speaki...
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You Don't Know Me: March 2013
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You Don't Know Me. So come get to know me. Thursday, March 28, 2013. Music that Speaks to Me: Jesus, Friend of Sinners. I'll just preface this, by saying that I really relate to the first verse of this song. You'll have to watch this one directly on YouTube). That person should not have made that left turn! That person ran a red light! Traffic violations tend to be a pet peeve of mine). That person took advantage of me! The people around me don't befriend me! That person just won't leave me alone! I'm su...
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You Don't Know Me: I Have A Pet Black Dog
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You Don't Know Me. So come get to know me. Monday, December 9, 2013. I Have A Pet Black Dog. I watched a really interesting video the other day about depression. Some of you readers may know that I experience depression. I thought the video was really insightful into how it can feel and how it can influence me. I hope that it helps all of you understand this better. December 9, 2013 at 7:39 PM. Boy the end of this video sure felt good. Thanks for posting it. December 10, 2013 at 5:20 AM. Have I Given Up?
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You Don't Know Me: Have I Given Up?
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You Don't Know Me. So come get to know me. Wednesday, December 19, 2012. Have I Given Up? On a surface level, I try to look confident, as un-needy as possible. I try to appear aloof. I often get snappy. I'm nearly always tired. Inside, I just want to cry, or act out, or have the nearest object of my lust hold me and help me feel loved. Guilt and shame seem to be with me nearly every waking moment. I struggle with feeling connected. December 19, 2012 at 10:56 PM. Now, more directly related to your post, I...
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You Don't Know Me: A Glimpse Into The Madness 6Apr2012
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You Don't Know Me. So come get to know me. Friday, April 6, 2012. A Glimpse Into The Madness 6Apr2012. With the online support groups, it either feels like a place for humor or debate. I hardly feel safe sharing things personal any more. When I have put up what was basically a cry for help, I feel life I've been ignored or given unwanted advice. Some people have responded with empathy, but it doesn't ever seem to amount to anything. I'm too afraid to continue to be open. PS (added at 1:36 PM):. There is ...
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You Don't Know Me: June 2013
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You Don't Know Me. So come get to know me. Thursday, June 27, 2013. Come Share In My Hobby - New YouTube channel! Those of you who are new to the blog may not know of my passion for video games. I've actually even enjoyed it to the point of watching other people play through the game and make commentary. I decided to try out doing the same thing myself. I'm still really knew to it. I laugh at my own voice and jokes many time. I've really enjoyed doing it. Http:/ www.youtube.com/user/Beutimus. I couldnt t...
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You Don't Know Me: Resources
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You Don't Know Me. So come get to know me. These are some resources I have used in my journey of healing:. A mailing list for LDS men that struggle with Same Gender Attraction. A resource for LDS people who struggle with Same Gender Attraction. They have a number of support groups that may be near you. Another organization for LDS people who struggle with Same Gender Attraction. They have a number of mailing lists. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Scriptural Insights From A Gay Mormon.
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You Don't Know Me: Come Share In My Hobby - New YouTube channel!
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You Don't Know Me. So come get to know me. Thursday, June 27, 2013. Come Share In My Hobby - New YouTube channel! Those of you who are new to the blog may not know of my passion for video games. I've actually even enjoyed it to the point of watching other people play through the game and make commentary. I decided to try out doing the same thing myself. I'm still really knew to it. I laugh at my own voice and jokes many time. I've really enjoyed doing it. Http:/ www.youtube.com/user/Beutimus. I couldnt t...
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You Don't Know Me: Late Night "Poetry" 4March2015
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You Don't Know Me. So come get to know me. Thursday, March 5, 2015. Late Night "Poetry" 4March2015. Sometimes at night 'poetic' things come to mind. Seems like all the things that swirl around my head actually manage to get coalesced into words. This one seems to stem partially from depression and loneliness, but it does have some streaks of hope in it. There is no moon. There are no stars. Just blackness staring down at me. The only heartbeat I feel is mine. Only my sheets give comfort. Have I Given Up?