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A Little Bit Lost: April 2009

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A Little Bit Lost. Very lost actually.after my darling boy was born still at 29 weeks. Saturday, April 18, 2009. A drawing.from a photo.the one that I got for Xmas.of my most beautiful beloved first son Noah. I have never before showed you an image of my sweetheart. Then a photo of Morgan at about 2-3 weeks old.we (my husband, parents etc) could not believe how similiar they are. They look so peaceful and sleepy. My god even now. I just skip the sad bits and pretend all is good. Is there anybody OUT THERE.

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A Little Bit Lost: Time flys when you miss someone

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A Little Bit Lost. Very lost actually.after my darling boy was born still at 29 weeks. Tuesday, November 2, 2010. Time flys when you miss someone. Another year missing, wondering, wishing. Happy 3rd birthday my beautiful boy. No words just tears. Happy 3rd Birthday little Noah man. So much love to you Ange, as you pass another year without him. November 3, 2010 at 9:42 AM. Remembering Noah with you today. Im so sorry for the loss of your special child. November 3, 2010 at 12:59 PM. The story so far.

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A Little Bit Lost: November 2010

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A Little Bit Lost. Very lost actually.after my darling boy was born still at 29 weeks. Tuesday, November 2, 2010. Time flys when you miss someone. Another year missing, wondering, wishing. Happy 3rd birthday my beautiful boy. No words just tears. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. The story so far. I find myself pregnant for the 7th time.due in June 2010. 3 precious children - 2 with me and 1 stillborn son and some early miscarriages have made this one hell of a journey. The virus comm...

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A Little Bit Lost: December 2009

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A Little Bit Lost. Very lost actually.after my darling boy was born still at 29 weeks. Monday, December 14, 2009. Mid January we will have the next scan and yes we will be finding out the sex . as Anthony said a couple of nights ago. "I need to know. I need to know everything"! Thanks for your well wishes its much appreciated. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. The story so far. I find myself pregnant for the 7th time.due in June 2010. My Dead Baby Besties. Amy and Baby William Henry.

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A Little Bit Lost: April 2010

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A Little Bit Lost. Very lost actually.after my darling boy was born still at 29 weeks. Friday, April 23, 2010. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. The story so far. I find myself pregnant for the 7th time.due in June 2010. 3 precious children - 2 with me and 1 stillborn son and some early miscarriages have made this one hell of a journey. My gorgeous and much loved first son Noah was stillborn on Nov 3 2007 and we miss him more than I can say. My Dead Baby Besties. Ashleigh and Baby Owen.

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this is not what i had planned: January 2010

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This is not what i had planned. Wednesday, January 27, 2010. Yea, I suck at blogging. I didn't intentionally abandoned this place. I got caught up in some chaos here with my kids school, think David v Goliath, and have just been consumed by the entirety of it. I'm slowly making my way back. I have been following everyone, not always leaving word but still, quietly stalking. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Things you can do for your baby and you. Taxes and Dead Babies.ugh.

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this is not what i had planned: March 2010

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This is not what i had planned. Wednesday, March 17, 2010. And as luck would have it, I did indeed, catch me a leprechaun. Thursday, March 11, 2010. That being said, as time marched on and after the marriage thing and my fertility, our fertility, seemed to check out ok, I was in charge of the lists. Then we would go over the names and when we agreed, bingo. And the nurse said, "Yes, did you know? I hate hearing her say the name. I hate that this little boy has taken hold of the name I so carefully chose ...

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this is not what i had planned: Three

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This is not what i had planned. Wednesday, September 1, 2010. Once there was a way to get back homeward. Once there was a way to get back home. Sleep pretty darling do not cry. And I will sing a lullabye. Golden slumbers fill your eyes. Smiles awake you when you rise. Sleep pretty darling do not cry. And I will sing a lullabye. Once there was a way to get back homeward. Once there was a way to get back home. Sleep pretty darling do not cry. And I will sing a lullabye. 9/1/10, 4:11 AM. 9/1/10, 4:47 AM.

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this is not what i had planned: April 2010

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This is not what i had planned. Monday, April 26, 2010. Cara at Building Heavenly Bridges. Is gearing up for SHARE Southern Vermont's second annual Memory Walk. They have created a beautiful T-Shirt for the event. The shirts are available for purchase on her site. Go over and have a look. I'll bet you don't leave without picking up one (or more) for yourself:). I left with 5! Sunday, April 4, 2010. But, if you really want some serious Easter Hilarity, hop over to Aunt Becky's. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).

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this is not what i had planned: September 2009

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This is not what i had planned. Friday, September 18, 2009. Wrote great posts this week about life after and perspective and how us db moms are seen through the eyes of the world. It struck me in the reading, how irked I get when people gloss over the grief, the whole process of grief. You may ask.because her baby died and that is what db moms do. We wander the earth seeking out other pg moms who must be carrying our db and then we slice them open and take what is rightfully ours.sighs. I think from the ...