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Newer posts →. July 23, 2013. REALITY, IT CAN FUCKING HAPPEN… TO ANYONE. I’ve talked about how the person closest to me didn’t approve of me taking in my friend but he’s accepted it, he says its a good thing I’m doing and that he’s proud of me…. We both know this but we just can’t seem to stop…. fuck. July 21, 2013. So, todays the day I move my friend in with me. Already before he’s even here, I’m noticing the difference in my lifestyle. As for cutting, I’m a little over a week clean! July 19, 2013.
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Guilty conscious →. September 6, 2013. I think when it’s all over, It just comes back in flashes, you know? It’s like a kaleidoscope of memories. It just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen It’s not really anything he said or anything he did, It was the feeling that came along with it. Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn’t losing him. It was losing me.
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November 4, 2013. I knew it was wrong from the start, I knew it would come back for me… …But once he looked at me, I thought it would all be okay. I didn’t expect things to go any further but they did. … Continue reading →. September 6, 2013. I think when it’s all over, It just comes back in flashes, you know? It’s like a kaleidoscope of memories. It just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him … Continue reading →. August 30, 2013. August 5, 2013. August 5, 2013.
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November 4, 2013. I knew it was wrong from the start, I knew it would come back for me…. 8230;But once he looked at me, I thought it would all be okay. I didn’t expect things to go any further but they did. I slept with someone knowing my positive status, without telling him. I haven’t felt like this in such a long time about someone and the moment I do, I go and fuck it up. What’s anything that’s built on lies? How can you trust someone who wasn’t honest from the start? Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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Trouble. →. August 30, 2013. Tonight I think of you once more. 8230; I think of how we once touched, how you once looked at me. I think of everything we went through…. but tonight, my thoughts of you and I lead me somewhere else. Somewhere I’ve never been… I feel hate, I feel anger. I’m confused because usually I feel sadness, I feel loss, I feel emptiness. I miss you but these feelings I have for you, I want you gone, I want you to feel pain, all of the pain I felt and more. Trouble. →.