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The Empress Blog: Waiting, Missing you....
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Sunday, 19 June 2011. Waiting, Missing you. Floating toward the Great Unknown - The Hanged Man. When I first met you, every cell in my body rejoiced. When life began to grow inside me, I felt as if the Universe blessed our union. When Willow had to go, your physical presence kept me alive. Then you decided to leave too. The day you left, I was more in love with you than the day we first kissed. My love kept growing - yours died. And I don't know how to let go. So I wait for the stream to carry me away.
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The Empress Blog: May 2011
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Tuesday, 17 May 2011. Not always what we want. I hear people complaining about the unfairness of life and think to myself "Yeah, no kidding and who said it would be fair anyway? But deep down I know that although we don't always get what we want. We always get what we need. If I have learned anything at all is that we always, without a doubt, get what we need. If I were to pause right now and pull two tarot cards - one for what I wanted and one for what I got (which is what I really. The Ace of Pentacles...
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The Empress Blog: December 2010
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Wednesday, 29 December 2010. Edwards Syndrome - Trisomy 18. Doc phoned us today - a day early - with bad news. It's Trisomy 18, aka Edwards syndrome. My partner and I had already covered all eventualities and agreed that the only diagnosis that would lead to termination was this one. In a way it's kind of odd that we had already talked about this possibility since Edwards syndrome is quite rare - only 1 in 3000 conceptions and 1 in 6000 live births. Saturday, 25 December 2010. The biopsy is done with an ...
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The Empress Blog: It's not fair!
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Sunday, 19 June 2011. MAAT weighing the heart against the feather - Justice. The natural emotional reaction that comes with loss is to cry out, 'It's not fair! What have I done to deserve this? And I did. briefly. but deep down I know that beneath the seeming unfairness of life in general, there operates a greater order of Divine Justice. Allowing MAAT to weigh things up in Her scales, who can tell what in life is fair? Right here, right now. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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The Empress Blog: Release
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Tuesday, 21 June 2011. Release - Death - Transformation. It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power.". It doesn't really matter how many more times I break down and cry. Every day, I get a little bit stronger and my angel baby is watching over me. I don't know how but I tr...Tarot...
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The Empress Blog: October 2010
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Sunday, 31 October 2010. Even though I feel lucky and blessed. I wake up sometimes and think that 9 months from now, the baby will need me almost all of the time. I will go from having quite a lot of me-time to being the world to someone who depends on me for everything. It to be different this time. I will. Myself to be more patient and kinder to myself. I will. Myself to delegate more. It's going to be different this time. only I don't know how. If I had only one wish tonight it would be for the insani...
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The Empress Blog: November 2010
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Tuesday, 16 November 2010. When I started researching and discussing waterbirth with my friends, the topic of 'orgasmic birth' came up. There are a few videos about this kind of birthing experience on youtube. I chose to post one that allows embedding here on the blog. The woman in the video is quite graphic in her description so viewer discretion is advised. I would love to hear from you if you have experienced an orgasmic or sensual birth. Saturday, 13 November 2010. Giving birth in water is something ...
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The Empress Blog: June 2011
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Wednesday, 22 June 2011. Refiner's Fire - Soul Alchemy - Temperance. This Fire uses the Air of our intellect to transmute the Earth of our physicality and the Water of our emotions into pure alchemical gold. The deeper our emotional pain, the more gold we end up with once the process has been completed. Pain can grow the soul. Did you know that? Tuesday, 21 June 2011. Release - Death - Transformation. This morning, when I sat down to write about grieving through the lens of Major Arcana XIII Death, also ...
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The Empress Blog: Positive!
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Tuesday, 21 February 2012. Hail Nephthys, Isis and Hathor! My prayers have been answered! Thrice blessed am I! Thank you, great Goddesses. Thank you, Mut. Thank you everyone! Temperance is the card I pulled when asking about the deeper meaning of having a positive pregnancy test a couple of hours ago. Temperance is also the card that that shows up no less than three times in my solar return reading. I think it will be difficult to not. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). I provide metaphysical services.
