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My life in My words: I need to get it out, I still feel no release 12/19/08
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My life in My words. Wednesday, December 24, 2008. I need to get it out, I still feel no release 12/19/08. How many times did I believe them? Stuck in the horrific memories, stuck in the pain and brutality that was, stuck in the moments of tearshed, stuck in those moments of deep and painful loneliness? I found a song by Pink to describe how I feel 98% of the time. How did I get myself here? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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My life in My words: Well its been awhile!!
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My life in My words. Tuesday, November 18, 2008. Well its been awhile! Well, Ive decided to come back since it has been awhile and update anyone that cares enough to follow my blog. =) Thank you the one. . or two readers that I may have! Im actually doing pretty well financially, emotionally and physically lately. Things seem to be falling into place and I hope and pray that they continue to do so. Knowing all the while that with my luck they probably won't. BUT I just keep on wishing! But he treats me s...
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My life in My words: Spinning out of control 12/15/08
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My life in My words. Wednesday, December 24, 2008. Spinning out of control 12/15/08. Why do I feel as though my life is spinning out of control? Im so lost in this head of mine. Im afraid of my future and what hasn't even happened. Is it wrong for me to believe I know what will happen? How do I change everything that I ever was? Im 22 with 2 amazing kids, yet why do I feel as though I have no identity? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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My life in My words: Yeah, Im pretty much a mess 12/15/08
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My life in My words. Wednesday, December 24, 2008. Yeah, Im pretty much a mess 12/15/08. Are we fucking joking? I let out one or two little tears in my earlier blog, get up and get a drink of water and you know what? She TRULY sees me for me. Let me share just a little bit of what she wrote:. Don't get me wrong, she gets stressed at times, but she tries to never let it show to her kids. Quite frankly, it's amazing to watch. I admire her for being a young mom, but ALWAYS putting her children first. In my ...
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My life in My words: Losing Faith 12/10/08
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My life in My words. Wednesday, December 24, 2008. Really, God, if you do exist, what the fuck have I done? I don't get it! Ive tried so hard, day in and day out to be the best possible person that I can be, yet why do I keep getting shit on time after time? I know Im strong and that I will pull through, by why the inconvenience? Why do I get more tests than most? For solely the purpose to see my children's smiling faces. Speaking of them, what did they do? Can we not catch a break? Did you see my pain?
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My life in My words: My Forever . . .
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My life in My words. Saturday, October 25, 2008. My Forever . . . So here I sit, out on my back porch watching my children play with each other. Thinking about life and getting lost in my own thoughts, the mass maze of confusion that is my mind. I think and feel so many different thoughts and emotions all at once. I make the wrong decisions with a conscious knowledge that they are wrong, but I make them anyway. WHY? Mr and Mrs. Duff. You will find your "forever! Just keep having faith! I love you so much!
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My life in My words: So I have missed a few . .
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My life in My words. Wednesday, December 24, 2008. So I have missed a few . . I realized today that I do a lot of blogging, just not on here much. I guess its technically not blogging since I don't explain a lot of what is going on in my life, but rather in my head. I have a few that I have written so I will just copy them to here . . for your reading pleasure. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.