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Going gentle into that good night | Just relax....
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A struggle of expectant importance. Going gentle into that good night June 21, 2010. 8212; ACE @ 4:04 pm. Well dear readers, it is time for ol’ ACE here to move on from Just Relax…. No longer the wonderful gift it truly is. It drove a wedge between R and myself that is just now beginning to knit back together. I am not in a hurry anymore. I think I was for quite a long while. L said to. Thanks for reading. See you on the flip side! One Response to “Going gentle into that good night”. You are commenting u...
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The Paradox of Giving Up | Just relax....
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A struggle of expectant importance. The Paradox of Giving Up May 20, 2010. Filed under: Rants and Raves. 8212; ACE @ 10:01 am. I made the decision, last night, that I was ready to give up. It came from a place that was screaming for me to stop it already. The picture of Susan Powter came into my head with “Stop the Insanity! Just let it all go.”. Did I use enough Pre-Seed? There is something wonderful and liberating about saying “I’m giving up”. Of course, we’ll still have sex...It feels really good.
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April | 2010 | Just relax....
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A struggle of expectant importance. April 29, 2010. 8212; ACE @ 3:36 pm. From the completely hilariously random and weird department, yesterday I got a box of Similac baby formula in the mail. WTF? Why in the world did I get sent this? Had I gotten and opened this box last week, I would’ve flipped my nut. However, now that I’ve joined the human race again, and am not taking any drugs this month, I found it kind of perfect and hilarious to have received such a thing. Have a fertility problem. The othe...
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June | 2010 | Just relax....
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A struggle of expectant importance. Going gentle into that good night. June 21, 2010. 8212; ACE @ 4:04 pm. Well dear readers, it is time for ol’ ACE here to move on from Just Relax…. No longer the wonderful gift it truly is. It drove a wedge between R and myself that is just now beginning to knit back together. I am not in a hurry anymore. I think I was for quite a long while. L said to. Thanks for reading. See you on the flip side! Back in the Saddle. June 13, 2010. 8212; ACE @ 12:43 pm.
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Can’t stop what’s coming, can’t stop what is on it’s way | Just relax....
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A struggle of expectant importance. Can’t stop what’s coming, can’t stop what is on it’s way May 18, 2010. 8212; ACE @ 10:23 am. Been consistently spotting for about 4 days. Temp dropped from 98.48 to 97.73 in one day. I think it is safe to say that I am not pregnant. Being off of that nasty drug, my head is much more clear, and I can easily say that I am okay about it not happening this month. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:.
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Clearing the Space | Just relax....
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A struggle of expectant importance. Clearing the Space May 27, 2010. 8212; ACE @ 11:04 am. My therapist, L, and I talked much this past spring about “clearing the spaces”. Our upheaval from a torn relationship with good friends sort of started it all off. I took it much harder than R did, but realized it was futile to spend energy on something that I couldn’t control, so I just let it all go. To myself, and let it all go. With the lyric “let go, let go, there is beauty in the breakdown”? Nuts and seeds, ...
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? | Just relax....
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A struggle of expectant importance. May 15, 2010. 8212; ACE @ 10:46 pm. Debated on whether or not to post this entry. However, I felt I owed it to myself, and you, my supportive readers, to do so. The first thing I said was “Babe? There’s blood on my toilet paper”. To which R replied “Yeah? With a smile, and I started to tear up. A baby would just be the cherry on top. Happiness makes a baby. A baby doesn’t make happiness. I am so grateful that I know and understand this now. Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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A struggle of expectant importance. The Power of Intent. May 6, 2010. 8212; ACE @ 2:51 pm. Two days ago, my sister phoned. I could tell she was nervous, and she even said “I’m a little nervous to tell you this…” I knew at that moment, she was going to tell me she was pregnant. I won’t lie and say that I also didn’t wish it were us. But my biggest reaction was love, honesty, compassion and happiness for them all. 8220;It has to work”. The biggest problem people face when they try to think this way is.
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May | 2010 | Just relax....
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A struggle of expectant importance. May 27, 2010. 8212; ACE @ 11:04 am. My therapist, L, and I talked much this past spring about “clearing the spaces”. Our upheaval from a torn relationship with good friends sort of started it all off. I took it much harder than R did, but realized it was futile to spend energy on something that I couldn’t control, so I just let it all go. To myself, and let it all go. There is a wonderful liberation in doing this. Of letting go. What’s that song? Nuts and seeds, 100% f...
